10.24.2007

Sick


For about a year and a half, or however long it has been since my son has been walking I've thought the same thing every day. How nice would it be if he would just sit down on the couch next to me and relax for five minutes. I will never say that again. My son has croup. He sounds like a barking seal when he coughs. Each time he coughs he struggles to breath and he throws up some. The only way I know he is actually sick is that he has been holding still all day. He has done nothing but curl up in my arms and sit still. I hate it. I hate seeing my little boy be sick. I hate watching struggle to breath. I hate listening to his hoarse little cry. I just want him to get up and run around and jump on me. He didn't sleep a wink last night. He was up all night crying and snoring while awake and coughing.

See, this is how my little boy looks when he is sick.
This is the saddest ting I think I have seen ever in my whole life.

PHATSO PHOTOS 35 WEEKS AND 4 DAYS..ALSO AN UPDATE

18 WEEKS


35 WEEKS AND 4 DAYS



NOT THE MOST FLATTERING PIC BUT OH WELL

Saw the doctor today. I begin weekly appointments next week. Codi hasn't budged. This kid isn't ocming out any time soon. So far so good. That makes me really happy to hear because I really don't want him to come any kind of early I want to make sure he is fully cooked before he comes out. I also lost 3 pounds in the last two weeks. That isn't hard considering one whole cheerio totally fills me up. Anyway like I was saying, even though I'm having tons of Braxton Hicks I'm not dilated, softened or anything. Codi obviously loves his little area inside of me. He is happy as a pig in mud, or a baby in amniotic fluid. I'm so happy that all is going well. 23 days people 23 DAYS!

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