There is this big part of me that wants to jump on the band wagon and tell the story of Rob and I. Not the cheesy half ass story I tell in my very first ever posts, but the real story. However, I just don't know if I'm ready to go there yet. See I can't just start with Rob and I, because it was the year before he and I that shaped us becoming an US. I would have to talk about Eli..which I don't mind because whatever it is old news, but mostly I would have to talk about Jeremy. See, typing his name right there made me lose my breath and made my heart stop for a moment. I just don't think I can do it yet. I don't think I could write about him with out missing him, and I don't think that I could write about him with out giving you all the impression that I would rather be with him then my husband, (I wouldn't). Needless to say, I would looove love love to write this story, but emotionally, well I mean, don't I already cry enough? So I'm going to give this all some thought but for now, I think the story will remain in my head!
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6 comments:
Weird! I wanted to jump on that same bandwagon and tell our story. I think it's fun for others to read how you became to be the couple you are...because we all know we didn't get to where we are today without a few bumps in the road! You'll write when you are ready and if you aren't...well then you have a nice story in your head to remember :)
that's funny. m and i just discussed this. what are we gonna tell ellie when she asks? the truth: we met in a drunken stuper and our one night stand turned into an an awesome marriage? while it is totally true, it's just not as romantic as we'd like. lol
I was thinking about jumping on the bandwagon too, but honestly our story isn't that interesting.
Since I've been writing our story, I've realized how much of our relationship I just can't write about. I can't be perfectly honest about everything in my story. I don't know why. So my story is just easy going and all of the rocky parts are being left out. The problem with that is... it's not the FULL story. But oh well.
You can jump on the band wagon when you feel ready. Don't force it if it will be too difficult for your pregnant hormones to handle! :)
Haha! I am such a trendsetter! Oh but yeah. The emotional part sucks. I found myself getting angry at Erick about old stuff even though it is in the past and we have totally moved on because there are still so many emotions wrapped up in old memories. But it has helped me to stop blaming myself for a lot of guilt I carried around. I honestly have felt guilty about a lot things and writing it down and getting feedback helped me really let go!
Oh and I see above that you have started writing so now I have to go there and read.
Great work.
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