The moment of truth

I weighed in this morning. I have mixed feelings about the results. You see before I quit breastfeeding I had lost a pretty good amount of weight before the doctor told me to quit dieting while nursing. I did and I maintained that weight loss for a while. The problem is that even that weight was not a weight I was happy at. After I quit nursing I gained 10 pounds in about 2-3 weeks. This put me at a weight I liked even less then the first one. Soooo I've lost 10 pounds this month. And while that is an amazing amount I almost feel sad since it just put me right back to where I already worked so hard to get to a few months ago. So although I am so proud of myself for sticking to it and losing such a great amount, I can't help but feel annoyed I even had to RE-LOSE this amount I already lost. O well I guess it is time to chug along and see if I can break the barrier. If only I could have lost 11 pounds. Then I would have broken past that number I never seem to break past anymore. But I'm on my way. So here I come next ten pounds!